I don't understand how some people can juggle so many other people in there lives. It's exhausting. People have so many general quirks its no wonder that we don't fight more often. Which is what makes my friendships far and few. No, I don't fight with everybody. The problem is, I'm easily turned off to people by conflicting personas; good as the person may be. Honestly it's a wonder I have friends at all. Even greater miracle that I get along wit my partner so well, dispite the lack of sex. Ugh I dunno. It's late and I have two people on my mind in particular. This all comes full circle to the phone situation, though not related to that person. If you know their avoiding you...These damn phones. I have played the "human" game well, I'm not stalking them or accusing them. For all I know they could need a break from me too; Which I can understand, I don't even like me most of the time. I think what bothers me the most is not the possibility of losing these people; its that I had a problem with them first and feel I did nothing to garner this. It's like a break up and you were beat to the punch, but you had never decided to "punch". In the end I get over quickly, and yes I'm aware this post was a lil ego driven. In anycase, whatever. It takes too.
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