I've decided to write my ideas down, as a point of reference for myself. There's the slight possibility that the time line may change or I might wake up in a seemingly similar reality and need to check the changes. Nonsense!, of course the changes would probably be reflected in this blog, so it pointless...but eh, I'm bored. So a fear that's been bothering me is that I'm asleep somewhere and nothing that around is real. The fear doesn't end there, I'm also a kid where I'm sleeping. Ill wake up and everything I've done and everything I've experienced will be worth nothing and Ill be treated as a child again. I cant go back to that. Years of doing it over. I get a lil panicky and then except this is real. Not to say Ive done it all to my best. I guess this is proof that I don't regret right?. Every so often I'll think of someone and they happen to find a way back into my life. Or just predict the outcome of simple everyday events, from parking to a movie playing on TV. Yeah I know its stupid, but lucid dreaming is not. This isn't a sci-fi reference or an attempt to sound cool. It just a fear of losing. There that's it, problem solved. So we know the disease. right?, Next...If anybody does read this feel free to slam it to shit, doesn't change much. Stay Tuned.
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